So i'm done with one chapter, 2 more chapters to go.
I don't know whether i should feel proud about me mugging for my financial management paper 2 days before the test. Everyone has already started mugging during the weekends and what was i doing then? I neglected studies for fun. I feel so guilty about it can! So today, i was so motivated to study that i can't wait for school to end. However, the motivation slowly faded as the clock ticked towards 5pm. I was half-dead by the end of the day. Thank god i managed to get my ass out of the lecture hall and walked to the station. Even seeing theboy didn't make me feel any better. It's not my fault. I was simply too lerthagic to do anything, let alone talk. These days, i have been feeling extremely tired and god knows why.
Bro was extremely surprised that i'm home at 1740hrs and he said "wah, i'm going to buy lottery tomorrow. confirm win one." I didn't give him the desire response. All i did was "Hur. kor, not funny." and walked to my room. It's not my fault again. So after i'm done with bathing and all, i took out my fm notes and started thinking of stupid things. I wished that i can master everything just by staring at it. Okay, I tried but it failed. I know it's lame but my brain wasn't on fm anymore. I became restless 20mins into mugging session so i sat on my bed, thinking that it would be better to sit at somewhere comfy while mugging. Hell, that was one wrong choice. I fell asleep eventually and i dreamt that i was doing my fm paper with a blank mind. Fking scary i tell you. Luckily, grandpa woke me up.
I was surfing gettyimages.com and i saw this:
I don't know why but i'm really like this picture. I think my life would be like that after i turn 21. Messy house, tons of shopping bags, messy house again and, just me and my boy. x)
Oh yes, people, Dashboard Confessionals' new songs are nice and i personally like Dusk and Summer. Such meaningful lyrics. It has been playing on my windowmedia for a long time and i'm still not sick of it. (:
Alright, idle time is over so i'm going back to fm. I wish all of us can pull through this stressful and tough period together. And Tan Jia'en, i think i love you more and more. Please love me more too. HAHAHA.
i made you mine and i wanna hold you close.
